Icy cold and always alone . . . . . Sunday, January 4, 2004 at 05:32 p.m.

Yar. Sittin here in 5 am lab doin nothin. Why? I finished my assignment two days ago. How? I know how to build a website in my sleep. Why? Because I'm a website junkie. Why am I still sittin in class? I get hours out, ie absent, if I leave. Why? Because Full Sail kinda sucks that way. Oh, got new course schedual. Guess who I have classes with? BANNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not this is not a happy scream. Banning is everything I detest in a person. I TRIED to like him, as I try to like everyone, but he's just STUPID AND DUMB! I'm sorry, I really don't like him in any way shape or form. He gets on my nerves like nobody's business. He dirves me nuts and I'm being forced to be in class with him for hours on end. D will not be happy after classes unless Banning dies each day. Anyway, I'm very bored and this has given me something to do. Ja.

Icy cold and always alone . . . . . Thursday, November 20, 2003 at 05:14 a.m.

You know something? Every once in a while school teaches you something useful. Message to all male gymnasts! I WILL BE HAPPY TO DATE YOU!!!!!!! I never realized how SMART it would be to get involved with a lovely, toned, flexible, talented . . . *drools* Umm yes, just needed to say this.

Icy cold and always alone . . . . . Tuesday, November 4, 2003 at 01:29 p.m.

Hi, I'm at school. It's 6:36 am. I've been here since 4:05 am. Dalla is unhappy. Yes, Dalla is unhappy and actually coded a webpage and 4:30 am. Dalla is VERY stupid. Go away.

Icy cold and always alone . . . . . Tuesday, October 28, 2003 at 05:35 a.m.

Ok, so I've redone the layout, AGAIN. *annoyed* I'll start writin here more often, honest. I will.

Icy cold and always alone . . . . . Saturday, October 25, 2003 at 11:56 p.m.

Ok, just so you know, Full Sail is a school for total weirdos. I FUCKING LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dude, I have never felt so good about anything in my whole life. I SO know this is EXACTLY where I always wanted to be. I don't think I could ever find a better school, no matter how long I looked or WHERE I looked. This place is the most awesome place on Earth, hands down. I'm so psyched to be going, you just can NOT understand how perfect this place is for me. /I/ don't even believe it! I'm absolutely in total heaven right now, sitting at Anh's sister's comp and typing this. Dude, expect more when I can be coherent and not sleep/food deprived *rolls eyes at the joys of unemployment* Yeah, I'm so on my way to stardom! *thrusts fist in the air in triumph*

Icy cold and always alone . . . . . Sunday, July 13, 2003 at 09:27 p.m.

So I write a lot of shit here ne? Anyway, I was at Portcon recently right? So some neat stuff has been happening because of that.

So, Friday I get there uber early, and go, "Here to volunteer!" and they're like, "Ummm, yeah . . . . so why don't you errr . . . uhh . . " and I'm like, "Why don't I go see if the art show needs me?" and they, "YES! YES! Go do that!" *relief on their part, resignation on mine* I go to the art hall, "Hey, I'm a volunteer, need any help?" Dani, "Oooooo! A helper! YES!" and thusly began my desent into HELL . . . . . . Only I lie like a dog! It was a blast this time! I loved Dani and all her colorful friends! And Dave was just a doll! Letting me babble all that time . . . . *sends him a hug* And so the con crept by around the art table, and I really never noticed, except to go to the dealer's room a few times. Then on Saturday, they had an auction, and I got an official Gokudo script, signed by the va of Gokudo, Daniel Kevin Harrison. I got it for $11.00. Dude, it so stupidily made my decade, you just have no idea at all ^_^ So then on Sunday I ended up having to leave early right? Well so I'd made all these great new friends right? Well, they took my cel of Gokudo, my script, and the pic I did for Daniel so I could get them signed/given to him.

And now the fun begins.

So right, I haven't seen/heard what went on after I left ya? So I get an email from Jenn, who took my stuff, and she's like, "He loved the pic!" and I was all flabbergasted and all that good stuff, but for more icing, Dani mails saying, "Here's his email! You should email him! I know he'd like it!" and now I'm like in LaLa Land for the oddness-and-dreamlike-events that have just transpired. So I go on and email, AND HE ASNWERS!!!!!!!!!!!! And not only did he like the pic enough to frame it for his office, no, he showed it to the producer, who liked it so much he demanded a copy, which is now in their recording studio!!!!!!!!!!! *is outrageously flattered and terribly confused as to what she should say* Yes, and I emailed back telling how utterly speechless I was, and he invited me to his movie premiere! I can't go mind you, but I WISH I could! It's the same weekend I go to tour my school though! *weeps buckets* I'm avoiding emailing back that I can't come, because I REALLY wanna go! I wanna! I wanna! I wanna! Damn damn damn! It isn't fair! *whimpers pitifully* I really wanna go though! I hate these cruel ironies I keep getting plagued with! *sniffles* But still, I'm gonna tell him I wanna do a congratulatory pic for his movie opening and ask him to request something specific. I hope he picks someone I'm good at. Anyway, I need sleep now. See ya.

Icy cold and always alone . . . . . Monday, June 23, 2003 at 11:44 p.m.